Monday, Monday...

Monday, Monday....

Today was weird. No C, No R. Me and the newbies.  SUPER WEIRD! I really, really, really miss R. I realize this blog is becoming about him. I'm sorry. I'll try to branch out more, it just might take awhile.

Boss man G wasn't there today. He usually takes phones if R isn't there, but he had to have surgery to remove a cancerous mole or spot or some thing. Sounds like surgery went ok though. So guess who got phones?!?!?!?! ME. I used to do customer service and got so burnt out that to this day, more than 5 years later, I still don't like talking on the phone, don't like picking up the phone, and would never want to be a secretary. I do make exceptions now and again, but I know some of my friends don't like that I don't pick up the phone and call. On the other hand-two way street. But it doesn't mean I don't care. I still do. I really do.

Which is why it's odd that I got phones. But apparently I am "good on them." Fun times. Meanwhile, now that R isn't there to talk to all day, I really want to pick up the phone and call. Odd right?! I'm not going to. I kept hoping he would call or text today. He didn't. I finally said hi on Facebook, but we didn't talk long. I'm fighting every urge to call him. I'm going to do it differently this time. I'm not going to be needy, not going to contact him all the time. At least, I'm going to try. I got it bad. I do. Age difference be damned. Sorry, but I don't care. And he, like everyone else, probably has no interest in me at all what-so-ever. But I have never, ever clicked like that with a man, ever, so I'm really trying to keep it cool.

Meanwhile, at work, the newbies are cool. J is awesome.She's a big girl like me and my new inspiration. She's so confident and fun and random and awesome. I pick her up and take her home now. It's fun to ride with her and hear about her family and her day. B is annoying. I mean, he seems like a nice enough person, but he is constantly trying to make a funny comment, or a joke, or singing, or commenting on something that has nothing to do with him. He's doesn't listen to what M tells him and just puts stuff in random spots. He acts like he knows everything already, when he barely knows anything. M and B "yell" at him about it, but it doesn't seem to phase him. He's in his own world, and no matter what anyone tells him. ARG ARG ARG. At least with R we could joke about it, even if he said "shoot me in the head," like 8 times a day. Helps get you through the day.

So maybe more on the office dynamics as it progress. Next up, get through Tues.