Right now I am feeling as I always do before I have to do something where all eyes will be on me... extreme nervousness. Am I going to like it? Am I going to fit in? Will my attire be okay? Where do I eat lunch? Can I do what they are asking me to do??? So many things rushing around in my head, and yes, one of them is about food. Why do you think I am on a diet?
Anyway, I know the first day is just that, a first day. No one is going to expect me to get there and leap right into everything perfectly. But, I guess it is just the pressure and expectation I put on myself that gets me so riled up. Everyone else is so excited for me and so very supportive. My family and friends seem to have such a high opinion of me, and I just don't want to let them down. I don't want to let myself down, either.
But, you know what? Like I said to myself before the interview: if it was meant to be, it will be.
— E
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