I suck at blogging. I do. But I am trying. Not much as changed. I'm still in a bit of a standstill, but I am hopeful. I've been busier than ever at work, actually getting 40 plus hours in, which is good. While I don't have a ton of money, it helps. Still, I don't think it's quite enough to move out. I really need to find another job. I haven't had a lot of time to look, but I have started.
Really, I realized I have to move forward. There was a great guy at work and although I didn't know him that well, he was always smiling. He retired and said time moves so fast, it was like yesterday he had just started. Clique but true. And I had this awful moment of imagining me standing there 30 years from now and getting my good-bye clock or watch or what have you. And it was scary. I don't want to be there that long, but at the same time, I don't know what I want to do.
So my goals are as follows: Find a job I might like, move!!!!!, go forward with my life and maybe do something that has meaning to others. Lose weight is on there too, but I have to get through my medical issues first.
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I know what you mean about the whole not knowing what you want to do thing. Trying to find a new job, I am definitely feeling that pressure right now. Even grandma asks, what do I want to do, what type of job am I looking for? I have no clue! While I know I have skills and knowledge I can transfer to another office job, is that what I want to do? I thought I would have known that by now! Eesch.
ReplyDeleteYeah it sucks. I like being able to move around. I've been in one place more,looking at a screen all day, and I'm going nuts. I don't think an office job for the rest of my life is for me. But what is?
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